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Touches

Original language: EN
There are touches you can't "unfeel". Some become hugs, some sparkles, and others - scars. The kind, smooth hugging process, permit your brain release oxytocin, known as the "bonding hormone." This stimulates the release of dopamine and serotonin. Feels hell good, right? :) When two atoms enter into friction, one of them can lose or gain negative charges. The imbalance that is created at that time is static electricity. Those shocks when touching someone are nothing more than a current of electrons passing to an object with a positive charge to reestablish the electrical balance, even I'd prefer sometimes to believe, that there's something behind the science. I gave you some flashing goosebumps. Well, while the positive vibes pumping some adrenaline, the unwanted touches increases cortisol and norepinephrine, lead to anxiety or panic attacks. But much more, they cut. Intense. Deep. Obstinate. Each pulse vibrates a memory pattern that no fire will be able to tear. The sample of the eyes will resume only the known, so whispers of the unconscious will define reality. And, reality is, to be little in someone's vision, is totally opposite to the desire of being fragile. And ME, chose to be fragile, for always and forever, into the hands destined to protect me from myself. Your perfect designed hands.