I'm not in love with you

Actually I'm not in love with you, I just search your shadow at the places we was together. I'm not in love with you, just sometimes listen your voice in my silence when I turn off your playlist. Probably I'm not in love with you and when you don't call me I feel confused: "do I miss you or I'm bored?" Really, I'm not in love with you, but my heartbeat is getting intensely if I think about you. For sure I'm not in love with you even I'm fckn jealous you're with someone else and it kills me. I think I'm not in love with you, just I like myself when we're together. I can find an infinite reasons to prove that I'm not in love with you, because it's true... what I feel is more than love